Mood:Hyper
Song of Choice: the entirety of Papa Roach's Infest CD on Vol level 22
Topic: Family Values
::Kim laughs histerically:: OMG I give up lol no way!! Okay people you all follow my entries pretty good those of you that have been here reading for the full year plus I got some news for you man and for those of you that haven't lol get ready!
Oh man okay you guys obviously see that I have issues with my origins I actually want to know about my family because I genuinely want to know about my family but those of you that have been reading for a while know that I can't stand my fathers side of the family. They're all a bunch of fucking drama queens except for my Grandfather God keep his soul. I mean check this out my great grandfather's last name was Santos but one day his father and he had a falling out so he switched it to his mom's maiden name which is Hernandez. Then so fast foreward to now!
Not even 10 minutes ago my only true cousin(Lily you older readers know her by my earlier rambelings) called me on her way to work that my father's mother(whose name is Carmen but goes by the name of Hilda) is in my grandmother's (mom's mom her name is Cei) house throwing a fit that she has a horrible son, and grandchildren and so forth and so on. Talking about how she hasn't heard from us in years. Excuse me? my mom has written her like 4 times in the last like 4 months...sent her a christmas present, and mother's day present and well hell if we know if it got there or not because they don't evcen call to say thanks or check on us...umm hello?
And then my cousin is all looking out for me (lol Lily is kinda like Lisette visually and the way she is...I think that's one reason I get along with Lisette so well) and talking about how no one in my Abuela Cei house is taking her seriously( like everyone is laughing at her because lol wait til I get to that). And she's like my son hasn't written(the man is at war) and he never calls(um...the man is at war) and how he never visits (hello!! We went and saw you like 3 years ago and the last 2 years he's been either in KOREA or at WAR) She is such a freakin selfish old hag! God! I mean come on! I mean she doesn't get it that there is more than just her in this world? That other people have things they need to deal with? OMG!!! Ahh she makes me so mad I hate her so much.
Oh and now on to why my family giggles and snickers at her preformance! Every letter my mom writes to them and they write to her she photo copies twice one for her and one she sends to her sister for evidence! Because she's talking about we don't write her HELLO we document! She does this all the time! Every time we move! So this time we're covering our butts. OMG like the entirety of the island is listening to her BS! Then my aunt told it how it really is and now people are wising up!
How does she do this to her own family. Now let me explain why my mom does this because you may think her somewhat underhanded. The first time my dad was sent to the middle east(1991) she pulled this and my dad was all not even listeing to my mom. And stuff so when we moved the next time she would call my dad to complain about his brother and they would be on the phone til all hours arguing and wanting my Dad to solve their problems. and then my dad would get short with us and let me tell you it wasn't pretty. they've been doin that since I was a baby(Hilda calling my Dad to solve stuff and argue then not even listen to his advice or opinon) So thus this time around my mom is ready to counter act her little pitty me game.
She is such a horrible woman I hate her this probably makes no sense because I'm angry and can't explain well it's kinda sparatic as it all occurs to me. Man I hate her! She's so selfish! man...Arg! She was a horrible woman! She use to beat my dad something fierce my dad use to be as skinny as Peter and he had to always wear long sleeve clothes because of the scars because she would beat him with anything. I hate her so much!!!
Man I don't even have the head for this! I haven't been sleeping well and now this what the fuck!
::sigh:: I'm gonna go...do something...and yeah I need to thank Lily later...I love her so much.
Bye
Kim
Song of Choice: the entirety of Papa Roach's Infest CD on Vol level 22
Topic: Family Values
::Kim laughs histerically:: OMG I give up lol no way!! Okay people you all follow my entries pretty good those of you that have been here reading for the full year plus I got some news for you man and for those of you that haven't lol get ready!
Oh man okay you guys obviously see that I have issues with my origins I actually want to know about my family because I genuinely want to know about my family but those of you that have been reading for a while know that I can't stand my fathers side of the family. They're all a bunch of fucking drama queens except for my Grandfather God keep his soul. I mean check this out my great grandfather's last name was Santos but one day his father and he had a falling out so he switched it to his mom's maiden name which is Hernandez. Then so fast foreward to now!
Not even 10 minutes ago my only true cousin(Lily you older readers know her by my earlier rambelings) called me on her way to work that my father's mother(whose name is Carmen but goes by the name of Hilda) is in my grandmother's (mom's mom her name is Cei) house throwing a fit that she has a horrible son, and grandchildren and so forth and so on. Talking about how she hasn't heard from us in years. Excuse me? my mom has written her like 4 times in the last like 4 months...sent her a christmas present, and mother's day present and well hell if we know if it got there or not because they don't evcen call to say thanks or check on us...umm hello?
And then my cousin is all looking out for me (lol Lily is kinda like Lisette visually and the way she is...I think that's one reason I get along with Lisette so well) and talking about how no one in my Abuela Cei house is taking her seriously( like everyone is laughing at her because lol wait til I get to that). And she's like my son hasn't written(the man is at war) and he never calls(um...the man is at war) and how he never visits (hello!! We went and saw you like 3 years ago and the last 2 years he's been either in KOREA or at WAR) She is such a freakin selfish old hag! God! I mean come on! I mean she doesn't get it that there is more than just her in this world? That other people have things they need to deal with? OMG!!! Ahh she makes me so mad I hate her so much.
Oh and now on to why my family giggles and snickers at her preformance! Every letter my mom writes to them and they write to her she photo copies twice one for her and one she sends to her sister for evidence! Because she's talking about we don't write her HELLO we document! She does this all the time! Every time we move! So this time we're covering our butts. OMG like the entirety of the island is listening to her BS! Then my aunt told it how it really is and now people are wising up!
How does she do this to her own family. Now let me explain why my mom does this because you may think her somewhat underhanded. The first time my dad was sent to the middle east(1991) she pulled this and my dad was all not even listeing to my mom. And stuff so when we moved the next time she would call my dad to complain about his brother and they would be on the phone til all hours arguing and wanting my Dad to solve their problems. and then my dad would get short with us and let me tell you it wasn't pretty. they've been doin that since I was a baby(Hilda calling my Dad to solve stuff and argue then not even listen to his advice or opinon) So thus this time around my mom is ready to counter act her little pitty me game.
She is such a horrible woman I hate her this probably makes no sense because I'm angry and can't explain well it's kinda sparatic as it all occurs to me. Man I hate her! She's so selfish! man...Arg! She was a horrible woman! She use to beat my dad something fierce my dad use to be as skinny as Peter and he had to always wear long sleeve clothes because of the scars because she would beat him with anything. I hate her so much!!!
Man I don't even have the head for this! I haven't been sleeping well and now this what the fuck!
::sigh:: I'm gonna go...do something...and yeah I need to thank Lily later...I love her so much.
Bye
Kim
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